Petals in Dust, Blood on My Lips
Forget the fairy tales where some knight arrives to save a weeping princess. I’m not waiting for rescue; I’m reclaiming my own damn throne among these roses.
The city hums beyond this gate—a mechanical beast of deadlines and glass-cold expectations—but here, under the dying light of an orange sun, it feels like silence has teeth. My skin is warm from a day spent navigating concrete jungles where people trade smiles for status. I let my arms stretch wide until my muscles ache with purpose, feeling the air catch in my lungs.
They tell me to be soft, to yield, to fall into some sentimental haze of 'love brain' and wait for a man’s permission to exist. Bullshit. Love isn't a sedative; it's an intoxicant that should sharpen your edges, not dull them. I don’t need him to hold my hand while I walk through this garden—I have the strength in my own calves to carry me wherever I choose.
The roses are bleeding gold into the dirt, and for a moment, as the dust settles on my skin, it feels like healing isn't something you find. It’s something you seize. I am not looking for warmth from another; I am generating my own heat in this red silk sanctuary.
Let them watch me dance alone. Let them wonder if I’m lonely. They don’t understand that the most dangerous kind of love is the one where a woman learns to be her own masterpiece before she ever lets someone else touch it.
Editor: Ginny on the Rocks